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Thursday, October 30, 2008
Agony
aaaaarrrrrggggghhhh!!!! i messed up my rubik's cube!!! i haven even got to 过瘾 enuf that i've solved it and i messed it up!!!
AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!
eveie's indulgence @ 12:27 AM
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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
eveie's indulgence @ 11:48 PM
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eveie's indulgence @ 11:46 PM
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
好久没有
... indulged in maggi le.. keke.. :P
i'll usually buy bread from the bakery i pass by when i'm on my way from office to lavender station after work when i have yoga lessons in the evening. the bread would be my dinner.. but today, suddenly don't feel like eating bread. actually, never really fancied the bread that they offered. bo bian have to eat that's why will just chin chai buy and eat it for dinner after i get home from yoga class.
today just had this 好久没有 eat maggi feeling le... and that's why i skipped the buying bread part, and went home to cook maggi for dinner...
the feeling of indulging in something you kinda crave for... one word... *bliss*
eveie's indulgence @ 10:15 PM
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Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Tearing From The Inside Out
have you ever had this feeling that you need a good cry to just let out all buggy and unhappy stuff? it's kinda funny what a good cry can do... i feel, that a good cry is like 10 times better than screaming your head out or punching sand bags or exercising your arse off or jumping up and down etc... whatever it takes to just let it out, to make you feel better.
felt kinda lousy today... depression-o-meter scaling its heights (on it's way to a new world record) while on the way to ocean twrs for yoga lessons... 最近心情特别差, and also kinda 不稳定... haiz... oh well, suddenly had this 张惠妹 "我想哭但是哭不出来" feeling... i knew i needed an outlet.. and i was hoping that the hot yoga lesson i was about to attend was a good one.
doing yoga in that bloody 37-deg room was super hot.. and today i was very lucky to kena the place where i had the hot air blowing out directly at me... wah, super buay tahan ah!!! was perspiring like mad, and very luckily for me again, the perspiration kept going into the eyes.. super stingy!!! same stingy feeling you get when chopping onions... :S
doing yoga, especially hot yoga (cos of all the perspiring) always make me feel better as compared to before the class... but today... it didn't really help much..
and when exercise (one good form of stress reliever as most will say, and i agree nontheless) doesn't make me feel better, i begin to wonder, how bad this is... ...
i'm really tired.. sick and tired of all these guessing games.. sick and tired of all the roundabouts.. sick and tired of unpredictable weathers that's brought onto me... and i'm really 无奈, cos i just don't know, whether it's just me, or, as what i feel now, there really is a problem..
eveie's indulgence @ 11:00 PM
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Ready Or Not?
am i ready? actually, i'm not quite sure... i guess i am, thou being ready for the next step will most probably mean i'm gonna be busier...
i want to move forward, i need a change... apart from the question about whether i can handle it anot, but first things first, is there a given chance?
well i guess, it's not about me being ready or not already.. it's just something else.. something which i believe, is not one that i can control..
p/s: by saying the above, i guess somehow deep inside me, i already know, that "recognition confusion" that i had ytd, is no longer an open ended issue... i think that recognition is something that i want... and probably something i need right now...
eveie's indulgence @ 11:26 PM
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008
The "Recognition"
i wonder if this is a gd thing or a bad thing...
*fingers cross*
hope things are just for the better...
eveie's indulgence @ 9:59 PM
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Getting Better
i think i'm getting kinda better at yoga liao... thou still superbly inflexible, but can feel there's this tinnie winnie tinge of improvement..
looking back, i'm not feeling as sore and achey as what i did just 2 weeks back on my first ever yoga class... and that means it's good!!!
i just hope all these perseverence will pay off... improve my back problems, the knee problems, my flexibility problems.. and also, lose weight, lose fatties, look better... hahahaha...
but there's one thing i really love about all these classes.. they never fail to make feel better, feel more relaxed, feel happier thou some classes just drains all my energy away...
eveie's indulgence @ 9:42 PM
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Tuesday, October 07, 2008
eveie's indulgence @ 10:49 PM
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Monday, October 06, 2008
Depressive Blabberings
there are just certain things i try so hard... and yet i fall.. thou not all the time, but the falling from time to time just makes me feel so depressed...
i'm hanging by a thread, i'm somewhat sitting on the fence. contemplating whether to give up or not. 我不想做个半途而废的人, but all that i have to go through is just giving me too much pressure.
my mind's a whirl, i'm weighing my options. i'm trying to weigh and see to which direction i should go, however, they somehow seem to balance up on each side. i'm still as confused as where i started. darn.
eveie's indulgence @ 9:44 PM
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Sunday, October 05, 2008
eveie's indulgence @ 8:24 AM
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My First Yoga Class
... and i almost fainted halfway... hahaha... actually, not just me, yl and brina felt the same about the hot yoga class we attended this afternoon...
and now... back aching ah!!! tmr morning mtg brina for another session of yoga... but won't faint.. cos it's gentle yoga.... hahahaha....
haha... the 3 of us, yoga siao liao... keke... lol...
eveie's indulgence @ 12:21 AM
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