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shop shop till you drop =)




Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Emotion test

Your emotional controlled rate: 30%

You know how to let your emotions show but you still find it difficult to do so as often as you should. You should be prepared to let your emotions out more often. When you feel sad let yourself cry, when you feel angry, let your anger show and when you feel happy allow a smile to cross your face.


Allowing your emotions out in this way will do wonders to your physical and mental health.


eveie's indulgence @ 11:45 AM
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Breakdown





Sleepless nite

've been turning, tossing and i still cldn't get myself to sleep. was feeling way too horrible. stomach was killing me, till now, it still hurts.



Tuesday, November 29, 2005

I admire myself....

for surviving with so little sleep thru out...




如果你听见我的歌 - 王力宏

在送你上车以后
我独自站了好久
雨像一整夜的梦
痛却怎么也不走

猜不透是哪里出了错
或许只是该结束的时候
想起你那句还是朋友
为什么我竟如此痛在心头

如果你在寂寞的时刻
却听见我这首歌
你眼眶是否会发热
如果你在快乐的时刻
却听见我这首歌
你心里是否会有一点舍不得
你心里是否会有一点

泪不会轻易地流你
也用不着歉疚
爱就象覆水难收
情又有谁能强求

i'll never forget this song... this song has just set a place in my heart... a song, an unforgettable memory...



Monday, November 28, 2005

I remember...

the first time we met, with whom and where

the outings, with so much fun i'll never forget

the time you held my hand, so firm yet so tender

the way you hold my hand, feeling's just different

the time you held me in your arms, not letting me fall

the way you hold me in your arms, i feel so much warmth

the care and concern you've showered, so much, so true

the time where i realised, we had so much in common

the time where we started to know, to know more about each other

the fun and laughter you've brought into my life, i'll cherish it all

the way you taught me to smile from the heart, after so long


all in all, i remember every little thing... that you've said, that you've done...
they mean so much to me...



Sunday, November 27, 2005

I Turn To You

When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light,
To light my way.
When I'm scared, losing ground
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around, yes

And when I'm down,
You're there pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got

For a shield from the storm
For a friend,
For a love to keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true,
I turn to you, yes

When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you
And I can reach the sky again
I can do anything,
'Cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me

And when I need a friend,
You're always on my side
Giving me faith,
Taking me through the night, yeah

For a shield from the storm
For a friend,
For a love to keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
I turn to you,
Oh, yeah, oh

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain
For truth that will never change
For someone to lean on
For a heart I can rely on through anything
For the one who I can run to
Oh, oh, I
Turn to you
Oh, oh, yea

So keep me safe and warm, yeah, yeah
I turn to you
For the strength,
For the will to carry on, oh, oh
For everything you do,
For everything that's true,
For everything you do, oh, oh, oh
For everything that's true,
I turn to you

that's how important you are to me...



Saturday, November 26, 2005

"sprained" wrist

ouch...




Equation

overnight mahjong @ terry's
+
3 hrs of sleep
=
evelyn with panda eyes



Friday, November 25, 2005

Hmmm

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that's what i've been doing for the past 27 min 50 sec... i've completed a 100-piece online puzzle... wanted to give up the moment i saw all the little pieces, but after thinking again, i decided to give it a go. as i was piecing them together, i felt a sudden urge to go buy a 1000 piece jigsaw and do it during my hols instead of always doing cross-stitch... hmm... dunno whether i shld do it anot...

think, think, think...


and if anyone of you are thinking of doing such stuff like what i did just now, don't. it's insane...




Q-ing nite

met kim, veron, eric and dearie for dinner at orchard just now... we went to the wisma atria newly (ok, not that new) opened food court. boy was is crowded. it took us more than 20 mins to actually find a table.

veron and i were responsible of sitting down and wait for our dinner while the guys go buy the food. while they were gone, there were many pple who came to us to ask whether the seat was taken. and there was this really "special" lady who didn't even bothered to listen to our answer to her "is the seat taken" question and went ahead to one of the seats. if you don't even bother listening, what's the point in asking in the first place?

after waiting and waitiing, our food finally came. Oo... the hokkien fried prawn noodles are delicious!!! *nice nice... yummy yummy* kim said that it was a really famous store... hmm, the time they took to bring the food proves that statement...

after dinner, dropped by taka cold storage to get drinks. it's really a queueing/waiting day today. the queue was so long, and all we had in our hands were just some pathetic drink. that auntie lor, so slow... other queues were well ahead of us... continued to walk aimlessly, shopping aimlessly, till we reached ps to get another drink (to rest our feet too) b4 we finally hit home...

i love it when we meet up. it's always so fun...



Thursday, November 24, 2005

New blogskin

... nope, not mine, but it's terry's...

i helped him to edit the coding... took me quite some time as i have to admit that i'm not really fantastic at doing it...



Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Ups & Downs...

there goes my temperature for the day...

36.9

37.3

37.3

37.5

37.4

37.4

sigh, fever at this time?? someone pls help me!!!



Monday, November 21, 2005

The squirrel test

http://quizbox.com/personality/test66.aspx

Here is the analysis:
You are very direct, which might freak them out. Something along the lines of "Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror?" might slip from your lips.
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http://quizbox.com/personality/test61.aspx

Here is the analysis:
Your future friend: You have a big sister confidence and leadership. So you friends are mostly vulnerable and always need your help. You can't resist helping these people and eventually you all will become good friends.

Your travel plan: In the future, you will often take overseas trips especially to modernized countries. You will get to explore Europe and North Asia like you always wanted.
Your future financial status: You are a big spender! You always spend on friends and luxury goods without feeling guilty. No matter how much you earn, you churn to match it. Your credit cards get thinner and thinner from frequent swipes. The figure in your bank account is not what you enjoy seeing.

The last period of your life: You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around.




Thank you

for giving me such a pleasant surprise today...




My Handwriting

Here is the analysis:

You are a sociable and outgoing person. You enjoy attending parties and seek attention from people wherever you can. The closer you place your words together, the more afraid you are of being left alone. Loneliness is your one great fear.





You Are The Opposite of Machiavellian

You don't have a cynical, power hungry bone in your body.Honest and kind, you believe being a good person is the most important thing.While your upstanding morals should be admired, be careful!You're at risk for being manipulated and toyed with.




Hooray

my agony's and misery's ending in less than 48 hours...



Saturday, November 19, 2005

My form of sadness

HASH(0x8aff1ec)
Dark Your form of sadness is Dark. You aren't
yourself without a good cry now and then. The
world is a waste land with no opportunities.
Nothing in the world matters. You wallow in
self pity knowing that you could die and it
wouldn't make a difference to anyone.






Haunting dreams... nightmares

i dreamt yesterday (well, ok, this morning) that i was really afraid.

i kept "chanting"... "oh no, 怎么办?我的 env 不会做,我不会做,我不会,我不会,我不会..."
and it did scare the hell out of me. i woke up, in fright, to ask myself whether i was taking env paper today till i realised no i wasn't. i went back to sleep and the dream kept haunting me, as if trying to tell me something. i kept waking up in fright, kept asking myself the same question, whether i was taking the env paper today. kept trying to fall asleep. till i realised that it's not going to go away. till i realised i better wake up even though i only had 4 hrs of sleep.



Friday, November 18, 2005

I was wrong afterall...

i used to associate pool with anger. cos i thot i cld let it out on the balls. but i was wrong.

feeling so lousy after my paper today, i met up with dearie for dinner. after dinner, we went to our usual place to play pool.

i realised i cldn't vent my anger on the balls. if i were to do that, i'll lose real badly today. in fact, i was forced to put in concentration. i was forced to concentrate when i was feeling so vexed. arrrggghh!

and guess what, as you wld have known, no, i'm not feeling better.




"We'll keep you informed"

this is what interviewer usually "conclude" when someone came for an interview...

alas, my interview results are out. and... i didn't get in.

oh, now i make myself sound so sad. actually i'm quite glad that i wasn't chosen.

irony isn't it? first i chose that company for interview, then after that, i was relieved that i wasn't chosen.

i'm just weird... first i do this, then i'd wished i hadn't done that...




d.e.h.y.d.r.a.t.e.d

have you got that kind of feeling where you wana cry out loud, sob as much as you can but you can't cos the tap's ran out of tears?'

this is the kind of feeling i'm having now and it's really uncomfortable. it really is. i wana cry, i wana scream, i just don't want to keep this feeling inside me. i wana break down.

i shld be happy that my agony's ending soon. 2 more papers to go... but i'm not. i'm not at all. instead i feel so upset. i don't even know what i'm wrote in the answer script. i feel like i can just kill myself rite now. what's happening to me? i don't used to be like that...

i'm falling apart... falling... falling...

and for the question of the day: have i forgotten to be happy?
ans: yes, definately yes. i've forgotten, again.



Thursday, November 17, 2005

Why

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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Happiness

The angel asked, "You aren't happy. How can I help you?"
The poet replied, "I have everything.
But I lack only one thing. Can you give it to me?"
To which the angel happily said "Sure. I can give you anything you desired."

The poet stared right into the angel's eyes, "I want happiness."
"All right," the angel nodded. And the angel proceed to take away everything the poet possessed.
The angel took away the poet's talent, destroyed his looks, robbed his riches and killed his wife.
The angel then left for heaven.

A month later, the angel appeared in front of the poet.
The poet was lying on the ground, half dead, hungry and struggling for survival.
The angel then returned him everything he once possessed and left for heaven again.

Two weeks later, the angel paid a visit to the poet.
This time, the poet, together with his wife, thanked the angel profusely.
He finally found happiness.

Often, a person need to lose everything before he/she know how to cherish.
Actually, happiness is right in front of you.
Just what is happiness?
When you are hungry, a bowl of hot noodle in front of you is happiness.
When you are tired, a soft bed is happiness.
When you are crying, a gentle tissue is happiness.

Actually, happiness has no definition.
Sometimes, small actions can touch your heart.
Happiness or not, depends on how you look at it.

have u forgot how to be happy today?
me: *yes, i've forgotton how to...*




No bombs please

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taking bus 179 is almost an everyday routine for me. however, something interesting happened when brina, yuling, dawson, me and some other friends boarded the bus on our way to the interchange.

there was a crow trapped in the bus. and of all places, the 2nd deck it. guessed it was afraid as so many people started to fill the seats, the crow started to fly and shit around. i was like OMG, don't you ever fly near /over me...

as the 2nd deck was comprised with mainly gals, screams could be heard thru out the journey as the crow was persistant in flying around and scaring the whole lot of us. dawson tried to catch it, but to no avail, he failed. so not much of a choice left, we had to endure till we got out at the interchange.

i guess the bus driver must be wondering whether we were having a party up there... maybe the pple shld consider putting a scarecrow on the bus as this wasn't the first time brina was in this kind of situation... hee...




I feel...

so screwed up. this is the very first time i actually wrote to the last page of the answer booklet. but the irony is: i don't even know what the hell i was writing.

what the hell am i doing? how can this happen? this is supposed to be my strong subject. i'm such a goner...




Appreciating little things in life

got this from wendy's bloggie...
it's really nice and i wana share it with you...

Long ago, there lived a King. This King should have been contented with his life, given all the riches and luxuries he had. However, this was not the case! The King always find himself wondering why he never seems to be contented with his life. Sure, he had the attention of everyone wherever he go, attended fancy dinners and parties, but somehow, he still feel something is lacking and he couldn't put his finger on it.

One day, the King had woken up earlier than usual to stroll around his palace. He entered his huge living room and came to a stop when he heard someone happily singing away... following this singing... he saw that one of the servants was singing and had a very contented look on his face. This fascinated the King and he summoned this man to his chambers. The man, his servant, entered the King's chambers as ordered. The King asked, "why are you so happy? To this, the man replied: "Your Majesty, I am nothing but a servant, but I make enough of a living to keep my wife and children happy. We don't need too much just a roof over our heads and warm food to fill our tummy. My wife and children are my inspiration, they are content with whatever little I bring home. I am happy because my family is happy."

Hearing this, the King dismissed the servant and summoned his Personal Assistant to his chambers. The King related his personal anguish about his feelings and then related the story of the servant to his Personal Assistant, hoping that somehow, he will be able to come up with some reasoning that here is a King who could have anything he wished for at a snap of his fingers and yet is not contented, whereas, his servant, having so little is extremely contented. The Personal Assistant listened attentively and came to a conclusion. He said "Your Majesty, I believe that the servant has not been made part of " The 99 Club." "The 99 Club? And what exactly is that?" the King inquired. To which the Assistant replied, "Your Majesty, to truly know what The 99 Club is, you will have to do the following... place 99 Gold coins in a bag and leave it at this servant's doorstep, you will then understand what The 99 Club is." That very same evening, the King arranged for 99 Gold coins to be placed in a bag at the servant's doorstep. Although he was slightly hesitant and he thought he should have put 100 Gold coins into the bag, but since his assistant had advised him to put 99, that is what he did.

The servant was just stepping out of his house when he saw a bag at his doorstep. Wondering about its contents, he took it into his house and opened the bag. When he opened the bag, he let out a great big shout of joy... Gold Coins... so many of them. He could hardly believe it. He called his wife to show her the coins. He then took the bag to a table, emptied the contents out and began to count the coins. Doing so, he realised that there were 99 coins and he thought it was an even number so he counted again, and again and again only to come to the same conclusion... 99 Gold Coins. He began to wonder, what could have happened to that last 1 coin? For no one would leave 99 coins. He began to search his entire house, looked around his backyard for hours, not wanting to lose out on that one coin. Finally, exhausted, he decided that he is going to work harder than ever to make up for that 1 Gold coin to make his entire collection an even 100 Gold Coins.

He got up the next morning, in an extremely horrible mood, shouting at the children and his life for his delay, not realising that he had sent most of the night conjuring ways of working hard so that he had enough money to buy himself that gold coin. He went to work as usual - only not in his usual best mood, singing happily - as he grumpily did his daily errands. Seeing the man's attitude change so drastically, the King was puzzled. He promptly summoned his assistant to his chambers. The King related his thoughts about the servant and once again, his assistant listened. The King could not believe that the servant who until yesterday had been singing away and was happy and contented with his life had taken a sudden change of attitude, even though he should have been happier after receiving the gold coins.

To this the assistant replied "Ah! but your Majesty, the servant has now officially joined "The 99 Club." He explained: "The 99 Club is just a name given to those people who have everything but yet are never contented, therefore they are always working hard and striving for that extra 1 to round it out to 100! We have so much to be thankful for and we can live with very little in our lives, but the minute we are given something bigger and better, we want even more! We are not the same happy contented person we used to be, we want more and more and by wanting more and more we don't realised the price we pay for it. We lose our sleep, our happiness, we hurt the people around us just as a price to pay for our growing needs and desires. That is what joining The 99 Club is all about."

Hearing this, the King decided that from that day onwards, he is going to start appreciating all the little things in life.Striving for more is always good, but let's not strive so hard and for so much that we lose all those near and dear to our hearts, we shouldn't compromise our happiness for moments of luxuries!


Food for Thought: Are you in " The 99 Club " ?




Tuesday, November 15, 2005

幸福

heard this from 933...

你们知道什么叫幸福吗? 如果你去问别人,他们的回答都又是不一样的。

有些人会说,不用上班时幸福的。也有些人会说,能跟心爱的认识幸福的。我们幸福的定义是跟快乐有关系的。

但是, 你们知道吗?
原来背叛也是种幸福。因为它让你看清楚别人的性格。
原来哭也是种幸福。因为有人能够让你流泪。
原来痛苦也是一种幸福。因为它让你尝到先苦后甜的感觉。
原来失败也是种幸福。因为它能让你知道什么才是真正的成功。

原来我们每个人都不是缺乏幸福,我们只是不了解幸福的感悟。。。




What kind of person i am...

You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again.

Your friendly personality makes you attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is a disadvantage, but your candor has made you popular.

Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you because of your innocent thinking. But this is your advantage as it attracts members of the opposite sex who have the same personality as you.





Get to know myself better

got the link from kim's bloggie...

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.



Monday, November 14, 2005

I thank God...

for having people who'd brought smiles and laughter into my life.

thank you... you know who you pple are... enuf said...






有没有试过在很平常的情况下突然觉得很无助,很无奈,不知道应该怎么做才好,唯一的方法只有掉泪?

为什么会降?

曾经有位朋友跟我说,当我不开心的时侯,就叫我去唱歌。因为我唱着唱着,心情就会好起来。 但是,我今晚唱了很多首,心情还是一样的差。我便发简讯给他,问他是不是我没有找到对的歌,所以心情还是降。他 reply 了我的简讯,说 maybe 就是还没找到,所以才会降。

人,为什么要无缘无故觉得失落,无助?

我不要,我不要。。。






昨天,我认识了一位新朋友。她看起来心事重重,我便问她发生了什么事。

她对我说她很开心,但我知道她其实在逃避。我再次问她发生了什么事。她这次对我说了三个字; 不知道。

这三个字让我会想起以前有一位很要好的朋友跟我说的一句话; 在人与人的问题里,是没有不知道这三个字的。会说出只是因为不敢面对你心里已做的决定,选择。

但是,想一想,哪个人往往遇到问题与苦恼不是先去逃避然后再去面对的呢?为什么要这样呢?理由很简单。因为不管你逃得多远,你一旦累了,慢下脚步了,现实就会摆在我们面前。说句好听的,谁会想要逃避呢?逃避是一件很辛苦的东西。 在逃避中,人就会做出很多傻事。这是件力不从心的东西。

只希望这位朋友可以尽快停下脚步,面对这残酷的世界。就是因为有着残酷的世界,我们才会学着坚强。



Sunday, November 13, 2005

Hell Of A Night

had so much fun last night...

kim, terry, veron, chung, alex, eric, dearie and i intended to go for a drink last nite. our intention was to go to club momo b4 ten to catch the free entrance. we met up at clarke quay station at around 2030. when we reached club momo, we were pretty surprised to see there wan't a crowd. guess what? they had a private function. although normal business wasn't affected, we had problems getting in there.

reason? cos terry was just a few months to the big 21...

not to let this thing dampen our happy spirits, we decided to turn to dbl O. boy at that time, it was so early! we reached dbl O at around 10 plus 11 and sort of got stuck in there. we sort of did not know what to order. the grp wanted to order a bottle of chivas initially, but the price scared us away! lolz...

what to do? we ended up at legend (the gay pub that i mentioned quite some time ago) to drink. the price for a bottle of chivas was almost half of what is sold in dbl O. anyway, lotsa drinks and games ended up with 2 bottles of chivas gone! actually didn't need to order the second bottle but we ended doing so cos this someone drank so fast and so much like this was a buffet. terry had some trouble as there was this gal which he thinks (well, its more or less) likes him. so as this gal continued to drink, she became closer to terry and i had to step in and help him keep the distance away. making new friends meant... drinking more...

laughters after laughters, songs after songs... we were all so high from the alcohol... it was aredi ard 1 plus... that was when we decided to hit back to dbl O to dance!

Retro!!!... nice music... all of us danced and laughed. as we were dancing, i noticed 2 guys drawing their distance to me... Ooo, so i thot i should just move away and keep my distance. so they did... danced closer... we moved towards the platform, and soon we were up the highest (but small and pathetic) platform. this guy was kinda persistent, as well as perverted... cos i suddenly felt a hand touched across my ass... yuck! i turned ard, suspecting it was him, but was later confirmed by veron of his perverted action.

guess what? the whole group started to move forward and 'protect' me. hehe... after that, we continued to have fun and danced thru the night. oh, i meant morning...

after that, it's time for supper... and after supper, we all went home...

hell of a night + laughter + fun = happy + broke evelyn



Friday, November 11, 2005

Blothings

as bored as i can be, i'm here doing all web tests to kill my time...

Your Inner Child Is Surprised
You see many things through the eyes of a child.Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.You cherish all of the details in life.Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.
How Is Your Inner Child?



What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.Shy and private, you yearn for security.You take relationships slowly. You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.
What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?



Halloween Horoscope for Pisces
You tend to go for traditional, if not a bit historical, Halloween themes.Candied apples, pumpkins, and warm cider make you excited each year.
Costume suggestions: An evil sorceress / sorcerer or a renaissance pirate / wench.
Signature Halloween candy: Candy corn



What Your Underwear Says About You
When you're bad, you're very bad. And when you're good, you're still trouble!
You're a closet exhibitionist who gets a thrill from being secretly naughty.
The Underwear Oracle

oOo... i din know that... *blink blink*


You're a Wild Drunk
You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again!
What Kind of Drunk Are You?



How You Life Your Life
You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.
How Do You Live Your Life?



You're a Romantic Kisser
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romanceYou love to kiss under the stars or by the seaThe perfect kiss involves the perfect moodIt's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet
What Kind of Kisser Are You?



You Are Somewhat Machiavellian
You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!
How Machiavellian Are You?



How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
How Are You In Love?



Your Blogging Type Is Thoughtful and Considerate
You're a well liked, though underrated, blogger.You have a heart of gold, and are likely to blog for a cause.You're a peaceful blogger - no drama for you!A good listener and friend, you tend to leave thoughtful comments for others.


You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish
Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

hmm... i'm supposed to be a tomboy... how can i be so girlish???


Slow and Steady
Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.
It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.
They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.
How Do People See You?



You Should Learn Japanese
You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!
What Language Should You Learn?

looks like i've made the right decision. cos i'm intending to take Jap for my elective... hee


Your Personality Is
Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.
The Three Question Personality Test

eeh... i don't think i really like charity work lah...




不管怎样, 总是要。。。。。。。

人们不讲道理,思想谬误,自我中心
不管怎样,总是要爱他们;
如果你做善事,人们说你自私自利,别有用心,
不管怎样,总是要成功;
你所作的善事明天就被遗忘,
不管怎样,总是要做善事;
诚实与坦率使你易受攻击,
不管怎样,总是要诚实与坦率;
你耗费数年所建设的可能毁于一旦,
不管怎样,总是要建设;
人们确实需要帮助,然而如果你帮助他们,却可能遭到攻击,
不管怎样,总是要帮助;
江你所拥有最好的东西献给世界,你可能会被剃掉牙齿,
不管怎样,总是要讲你所拥有最好的东西献给世界。

(录自加尔各答儿童之家希舒,巴满墙上的标示)




Sometimes i wonder...

why i actually furthered my studies in a university...

it's like i'm paying almost $6000 a year to be pressurized and to be stressful. makes me sound like a fool to do such stuff. then when my agony is over, i have to work like hell to pay my school fees.

why oh why did i ever do that???




Bird flu in Paris

this is what i got from my email... found it really cute, so sharing it w you guys...

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Thursday, November 10, 2005



check this china idol out...

http://media.putfile.com/China-Idiol



Wednesday, November 09, 2005



Your Power Color Is Magenta
At Your Highest:
You energize yourself and push others to suceed.
At Your Lowest:
You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed.
In Love:
You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet.
How You're Attractive:
Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you.
Your Eternal Question:
"What is my next source of inspiration?"


hmm... i think everyone of you reading this can imagine how bored i am to actually take so many tests...

it's called destressing... doesn't really help much, but it's better than eating. i can't afford to eat anymore... i'll become a pig...




My Funky Hair Colour

Your Hair Should Be Red
Passionate, fiery, and sassy.You're a total smart aleck who's got the biggest personality around.


how funky can red be?? unless they are telling me to dye bright red... hmm...




Sigh

some pple say that open book exams are gd, whereas some say otherwise. and i don't noe whether it's a gd thing or not.

the fact that tmr's paper is open book made me restless the whole day. however as night falls and when time is ticking, fear trembled in. i'm afraid. i'm very afraid. some part in me says that i shldn't be cos i have all my notes with me. but i still can't stop feeling afraid.

my oh my... stress... why must you be here? you're driving me crazy...




Yummy Yummy

it's been a really long time since i had mummy's home cooked food... and it's very yummy...

however, i had to finish 2 fried, oily eggs... ewww... all that cholesterol and stuff... hmm, better not think about it.

all in all, i still like mummy's cooking... yummy yummy...






nice warm bath + bossa nova + air con = cosy evelyn ;)




Ewww...

i don't understand why sometimes gals can just do that...

(hmm, you must be wondering what is it that some gals can do that makes me so angry.)

i just don't understand why it is so difficult for gals to just flush properly. it's like it's gonna cost them their lives just to do that.

just b4 the exam started today, went to the toilet and saw the most disgusting thing in the toilet bowl. if you think it's poo-poo, nope you're wrong. some gal just left a piece of toilet paper with blood on it floating in the toilet bowl. it's really disgusting lor.

and after the exam, had to go to the toilet again. went to the cubicle and found the toilet bowl choked with lotsa toilet paper. i thot that the flush was spoilt cos there was so much paper. but it wasn't cos it didn't take me any effort to get the whole thing flushing down the sewer.

there are some cases where i can't take it either. some gals like to squat on the toilet bowl leaving their "beloved" footprints on the seat. i mean for goodness sake, if you want to squat, then use the other squating cubicle lah. and if you choose to squat on the toilet seat, pls clean your footprints or whateva there may be.

is it so difficult just to be considerate to others? how wld they feel if they were the ones who actually met with this kind of situation? they'll just complain, not realising that they themselves are doing the same thing.

pls pls pls gals/guys out there, pls spare a thot for those who are using the toilet next. you wouldn't want to be in such a situation isn't it?



Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Today's paper...

... wasn't a killer as i thot it would be... it's not really that easy, but there's finally a do-able paper after being killed for the last 2 semesters...



Monday, November 07, 2005

I'm So Dead

for my paper tmr... and for myself...

i've just finished a pack of potato chips... now i feel guilty aredi as the pounds of fats are settling down my tummy...

i'm too stressed up.. i need to destress. i promised dearie that i'll only eat half a packet. and guessed i was too engrossed in my chomping that i just finished the whole pack naturally...

gosh, i thot i had it under control. i thot i could just hold on... now i'm too stressed, to the point i have to find comfort in food...

damn i hate myself sometimes... *sigh*

(oh, am i supposed to feel better cos those chips i ate were lightly salted???)




快乐

this is what i heard from the radio. found it really interesting so wana share it with you guys...

很久很久以前,有个非常贫穷的家庭。他们的三餐天天都一样, 都是当天卖不完的小鱼仔。

有一天,女儿在街上看到了一个很漂亮的发夹。她非常喜欢,于是跑回家向妈妈要了一毛钱。妈妈听了说,“女儿啊,这一毛钱可以让我们买一斤的小鱼仔啊。” 但是爸爸却说,“给她买吧。这一毛钱能带的快乐,是以后想要也要不到的。”

一过就过了二十年。那小女孩也长大了。她说,“小鱼仔的味道,我已经忘了。但那时的喜悦,永远都在我心里。那滋味是甜甜的。”

金钱虽然重要,但没有了快乐,又再多的金钱也是没有用的。。。

“钱不是万能的”




What Kind Of Candy I Am

Gummy Bears
You may be smooshie and taste unnatural, but you're so darn cute.
What Kind of Candy Are You?



Sunday, November 06, 2005



dunno why... my bloggie seems to be in a prob.

there are some pple who can't see the chinese postings i've put up recently. when i go to the preview (under template) to view it, the chinese characters are there. when i get into my postings, they are there too... (the same prob occurs to me) but i managed to solve it ytd and then the prob pops up today again. and guess what? it's getting on my nerves

is there anyone who can help me with it?? i'm so sick and tired of trying to do this.

darn darn darn darn darn


*edit

and so i finally got it done. it's actually under encoding - unicode... hope this works for those who are not able to read it...

now i can smile again... (see how easily satisfied i can be?? hee)




What... What Would You Say To Tiger... Beer?

if you guys have been watching tv recently, you'll more or less catch this advertisment which i feel is a lack of originality.

it's like a copy of that pepsi advertisment that was shown quite some time ago.

everytime i see that advertisment, i just feel as if i'm watching some pirated stuff. ok, pirated is not the word. it's just some word that i can't fill up @ the moment... if you know what i mean...



Saturday, November 05, 2005

猫咪笑话

猫因生活所迫在狐狸开的酒廊坐台。

一日老鼠来到酒廊点名将猫包夜,

猫誓死不从,老鼠大怒道:

“当初追老子追的死去活来,现在送上门,你还假正经!”




老鼠爱大米

老鼠先生拿着一束玫瑰花向老鼠小姐求婚:“亲爱的,请嫁给我吧!”

老鼠小姐顿时横眉立目说:“傻瓜都知道老鼠爱大米,你还送花。”




How Bad Is Your Temper

for xinyi, brina, teerong, alan...

ARIES MARCH 21 – APRIL 20
Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologies, which makes them easier to forgive.


for kim, honglay, yuling...

GEMINI MAY 21 – June 29
You are recognized by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring factions together quite diplomatically. But when you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word in a wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by your seductive charm.


for soon, veron, sherlaine...

LEO JULY 22 – AUGUST 21
If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But then, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are known to lack spontaneity but you really don’t care about opinions. You don’t like to create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very presence seems challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet. When angry you can use critical language. A dressing down can humiliate your opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever.


for dearie, ong lai...

LIBRA SEPTEMBER 22 – OCTOBER 22
Did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it’s true. Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are very conscious of your image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality. You also think you are above things like anger. But wait before you get into self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very close to you know you better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and what makes it worse is your capacity to justify it.


for peini...

SCORPIO OCTOBER 23 – NOVEMBER 21
Of course you don’t lose your cool. But your very demeanour (manner) projects haughtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdain (disregard) for lesser mortals (human). Others are often found saying that anger sits on your nose and you are raring to give your piece mind to the first person that try to be funny with you. You are selective in the choice of your friends, and have a low tolerance for the superfluous (extra) types. Your tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in a soft hissing tone for when you scream, your voice tends to get shrill and loud and you do hate drawing attention to yourself! When upset, you are angrier with yourself for having shown weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants to show is being out of control.


for myself, morris, cousin joanna...

PISCES FEBRUARY 19 – MARCH 20
The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others’ feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you for too long.


for kaiyu...

AQUARIUS JANUARY 20 – FEBRUARY 18
You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over your emotions. It is very rare for you to get angry. You are also the pacifier in situations that involve arguments. It is always your endeavor to be perfect and socially correct in your behavior and attitude, but if misunderstood and slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You will shout and scream and then walk out from the scene. You cannot easily forget the situation and will be bitter about it for a long time.


for jackie...

CAPRICORN DECEMBER 21 – JANUARY 19
Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide from others. You can see thing with anger but will not betray your feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control your temper. Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person. Your outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too.

for the others whom i've forgetten @ the moment...

SAGITTARIUS NOVEMBER 22 – DECEMBER 20
You are insensible and generally have no complete control over your emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You’re also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you’re upset with them.

VIRGO AUGUST 22 – SEPTEMBER 21
Most of you are gentle and have full control over your emotions but those of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent. When see things with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break things lying close at hand. You can even harm yourself by banging your hands on a glass top table or wall. You should never get into any argument, for you are a sore loser. You feel that others are trying to persecute you and don’t quite respect your opinions. When hurt, you can also hold grudges forever.

CANCER JUNE 21 – JULY 21
Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.

TAURUS APRIL 21 – MAY 20
You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don’t know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you’ve made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.






Friday, November 04, 2005



so many things happened today... interesting things, weird things although i did lousy-ly in my accounting paper today...




Yummy Yummy Yum Yum.... Blank...

after boring dearie for 2 days of studying @ home, we decided to go for a nice dinner today.

(kim, you're gonna be soooo jealous)
dearie and i went to Fish & Co.to have dinner.

yummy yummy to the butter garlic mussels
yummy yummy to the new york fish & chips
yummy yummy to the grilled salmon

while we were enjoying our dinner, the live band came... sang nice music... oOo.. i love it. however during the half of "foolish games" the whole restaurant became pitch black. there was a power trip. they tried quite a number of times to get the electricity back, but they tripped within seconds.

interesting dinner...

once in a life time? well, i hope so. i don't enjoy eating in a pitch black environment... hee...




我是没有恶意的

... this is what a stranger told me after i took his number which dearie easily dropped it in the tracks of the mrt...

what happened actually was this guy walked up to me when i got out of the mrt to meet dearie. well, he sort of "stalked" me... and at that moment, i was replying a msg that dearie sent me...

he: excuse me
(i carried on walking, moving to the side to let him pass, thinking that i was blocking his way)
he: excuse me
(i shifted more, thinking why he was still excus-ing me)
he: erm... 小姐,我可以跟你做朋友吗?
(still replying my msg, i shook my head)
he: 你可以给我你的电话号码吗?
(not intending to befriend him, i shook my head again)
he: 那我给你我的电话号码 OK?
(thinking that's the only way to get rid of him, i took that piece of receipt with his name and number written on it and continued walking and replying)
he: (very persistent) 你会打给我吗?
(i remained silent, wondering when he'll actually leave me alone)
he: 我是没有恶意的。erm, 打给我 OK?

from there, i just walked away. i thot to myself, wat a nuisance, wat a desperate... i sat there, waiting for dearie... and when dearie came, i gave him the receipt and told him the story. come to think of it, what's with the 我是没有恶意的 sentence? i mean, if you want to befreind someone, you'll definately say something like that rite? you wouldn't say, 小姐,我要认识你是因为我有恶意... i told dearie that i should had walked to the dustbin and drop that piece of receipt after i took it, but he said if i were to do that, i would be pretty mean. anyway, i didn't cos it din cross my mind at that point of time & now mrt stations do not have dustbins. haha...

weird...



Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Why Guys Like Gals

(guys, after you read this, comment whether it's true...)

is it true?? i dunno...

anyway, just enjoy...

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo

2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder

3. How cute they look when they sleep

4. The ease in which they fit into our arms

5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world

6. How cute they are when they eat

7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while

8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside

9. The way they look good no matter what they wear

10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth

11. How cute they are when they argue

12. The way her hand always finds yours

13. The way they smile

14. The way you feel when you see their name on the caller ID after you justhad a big fight

15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....

16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them

17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you"

18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...

19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry

20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly

21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt

22. Then the way theyapologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!

23. The way they say "I miss you"

24. The way you miss them

25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling.

Only felt.




Salty Coffee

He met her at a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, and she thought to herself, "Please, let me go home..."

Suddenly he asked the waiter, "Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously, "Why you have this hobby?" He replied, "When I was a little boy, I lived near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there," While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home...

Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who met all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him!

Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, and then they were living a happy life...And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said, "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life's lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not lie to you for anything... Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth, I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste... But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never felt sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live the second time, i would still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again."

Her tears made the letter totally wet. Someday, someone asked her, "What's the taste of salty coffee?" She replied, "It's sweet."



~FRIENDS~
*aaron*
*adrian*
*ah loong*
*ah mok*
*alfred*
*amanda*
*ann*
*arzish*
*catharine*
*chen jie*
*chen munn*
*cheryl*
*clara*
*clement*
*christina*
*daphne*
*dearie*
*derrick*
*dewen*
*donovan*
*edison*
*elspeth.xinyi*
*eric*
*fabian*
*faezan*
*faizal*
*felicia*
*felix*
*ghimsong*
*gregory*
*guankiat*
*huiting*
*huiying*
*jackie*
*jann*
*jaslyn*
*jasmin*
*jiaofu*
*jia wang*
*jingyi*
*jordan*
*joshua*
*junkang*
*kai lun*
*karen*
*kin fook*
*lilian*
*limton*
*maryann*
*meiling*
*mildred*
*melissa*
*nyan*
*peini*
*peter*
*qiuhua*
*samuel*
*sharon*
*sherlaine*
*sherlaine (new)*
*shihui*
*siew wun*
*siti*
*soon*
*stanley*
*stephanie*
*susan*
*terry*
*timothy*
*toby*
*uncle ma*
*veron*
*vincent*
*wai wai*
*wanling*
*wanqiang*
*weirong*
*wendy*
*wendy*
*wing yan*
*yan hao*
*yali*
*yanli*
*yehong*
*yiheng*
*yong xiang*
*zephyr*
*zhenhong* *zhiguang*


~LINKS~
*2 ting*
*anode & cathode games*
*atom.smasher.org*
*baidu mp3*
*banner generator*
*ben & jerry*
*blinky mummy*
*bible gateway*
*blogger*
*blogskins*
*blothings*
*bryanboy*
*canale*
*care2 cards*
*celebrities eating*
*class 95*
*coffeebreakarcade games*
*colour codes*
*dawn*
*dbl O*
*fasco-cs*
*felicia chin*
*free flash toys*
*gallery of the absurd*
*getty images*
*glitter graphics*
*gv movies*
*happy tree friends*
*horoscope*
*hotmail*
*iweb music*
*iweb tunes*
*kaylin*
*kenny sia*
*lets sing it lyrics*
*lush 99.5*
*mc king*
*miniclip games*
*ministry of sound*
*mobile 9*
*moby sky*
*mr brown*
*ms dowager*
*paper girls shop*
*parking idiots*
*patricia mok*
*perezhilton*
*quiz box*
*rockson*
*sarong party gal*
*sharon au*
*ShopLah!*
*the 7 deadly sinners*
*tickle quiz*
*xiaxue*
*yahoo*
*yes 933*
*you tube*
*zedge*


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::evelyn::
pretty obvious; that's my name
::12/03/84::
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::NTU::
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::working world::
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